What is passion? Is passion what you feel when you have an intense emotion?

Does anger count as passion? Does hatred? Does fury?

I think I have lost my ability to control my feelings., neither can I express my emotions in words. I feel what I feel because it affects me so but how do I tell my story?

A friends says that I should turn my thoughts and emotions into words... how do I when my emotions run amok?

I want to lash out but not at the innocent. I want to thrash but only at the deserved. Haiz...

Where can I go to escape? Where can I go to hide? Where can I ride out my storm? Where can I find comfort within?

I do not have a haven no more... I have nowhere else to run to...

I feel so suppressed, unable to hear my own voice, unable to hear the voice within, unable to see the signs, unable to connect...

WHY???? Why the ....?

I am sick and tired of all these bullshit, so tired of it all.